everyone does not hate you or think you’re embarrassing. your insecurities are lying to you. the people around you actually appreciate you a lot. the right people do care about you, and they think you’re awesome. don’t beat yourself up thinking others see you as something you’re not.
I don’t know who needs to hear this, but please let your self cry and feel and hurt. let the pain leave your body. the longer it stays there, the more it will hurt you.
its really comforting to know that all the times i was at my lowest and loneliest in the past the whole time i had my self in the future and present who had survived those things looking back with love and tenderness and wishing desperately to offer comfort…i am my own guardian angel and i can use that knowledge when im struggling now and remember that somewhere there is a version of me that has survived this and is watching me with love and pride and joy in her heart
